I can't believe that Saturday is almost over with.  I will be weighing tomorrow and I am not holding out hope that I lost any weight.  Haven't been too faithful this week with my eating.  But that is ok.  If I lost I will be excited but if I gained I won't let it get me down.  I will just get back on the right path and try harder.

Today we went grocery shopping and per my moms suggestion I picked up some clemintines to snack on.  Never had them before so hopefully they will be good.  I also got more veggies for salads.  I plan on eating lots of salads with little salad dressing and cheese but piled high with fresh vegetables.

It was still a struggle to shop but I think it was easier than before.  Maybe it was in my mind or maybe it was real but I was proud of myself.  I did have to sit down and take a break but didn't sit for long and then got back up and finished what was on my list to buy.  Bill and I have split the shopping into 2 sections.  He buys the stuff that is perishable like milk, etc and I get all the produce, meats and anything canned.  I used to have to walk a couple of aisles and then call it quits and he would finish.  Today I got most of everything on my list.  I did have him go get a couple of my items while I waited for some help getting something out of the back.  They are remodeling the commissary and so you have to get someone to get the frozen veggies from the back.  They never did come so we just went to Walmart..lol  I didn't lean as much on the cart as I have in the past.  There again, maybe it was in my head or maybe it was real but it felt good to 'walk right'.  Bought myself some Weight Watchers desserts.  Got the chocolate cakes and the lemon cakes.  Only 2 points per serving.  Much nicer than the Little Debbie products which have tons of points. 

On the way home we almost got t-boned by this guy who wanted to run the red light.  He would have hit my side of the truck and so when I saw him I screamed and tightened up my muscles.  Now my back hurts.  I hope it doesn't last long cause it's a little painful to walk right now.  Please say a prayer for me that I feel better tomorrow.

Tomorrow is another day and the beginning of another week.  Good or bad when I step on the scale I will see this through.  We have started going to a new church and tomorrow we are gonna try out a Sunday School class.  My world is going wonderfully.  I am happy in life.  I love myself enough to start taking better care of me and I love my family more than ever to want to be here for a long time.

Night to you all.